Dreams of Fire II

Many words are bolded, some seeming for emphasis, and some almost randomly. All look like they've been gone over many times. In some spots, the paper is slightly torn from the ink saturation and pressure of the pen.

I don't like these dreams. Tomah can't keep them completely away. I've never had them like this. It's always been the Light, guiding me. Or at least.. I thought it was.. What if I'm wrong? What if it's been something else this whole time? And now it's showing me this?

No, no. This is not the same. It's different. These visions don't compulse me, just.. show me. But they're contradictory! At first I thought it was just Tomahna's influence, but no. Some of the visions, they show a desolate, destroyed place. Nothing but rocks and burnt things. Others, though, show life. So much life. There is Green everywhere, more so than there even is now. Almost no sign of humanoid life. It's beautiful, but.. there's something eerie about it. I don't know if it's the obvious lack of humanoid influence, or something else.

And the visions! They're so large! I can see so much, so many things.. I can't describe it, I can't even remember it properly.. Tomahna can't see that, just what's right there, where he is. He can make them stop, make them go away, but.. Never completely. He worries. I.. not as much. These visions don't ask anything of me. They just show me. I just wish I knew what I was looking at. And who is showing them to me.